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I'm your disease
By g1rlie
11/9/2012 1:59:23 PM
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I hate meetings. I hate Higher power. I hate anyone who has a program. To all who come into contact with me, I wish you suffering and I wish you death.

Allow me to introduce myself; I am the disease of addiction. CUNNING,
BAFFLING AND POWERFUL, that's me.

I have killed millions and I am pleased.

I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending I am
your friend and lover. I have given you comfort, have I not? Wasn't I there
when you were lonely? When you wanted to die, didn't you call me? I was
there.

I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry. Better yet I love to make
you so numb you can neither hurt or cry. When you can't feel anything at
all, this is true glory.

I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long term suffering. I've been there for you always. When things were going right in your life, you invited me. You said you didn't deserve all these good things and I was the only one who would agree with you. Together we were able to destroy all things good in your life.

People don't take me seriously. They take strokes seriously, heart attacks
seriously, STDs seriously, even diabetes they take seriously. Fools that
they are, they don't know that without my help many of these things would not be possible.

I am such a hated disease, and yet I do not come uninvited. You choose to
have me. So many have chosen me over reality and peace.

More than you hate me, I hate all of you who have a twelve step program.
Your program, your meetings, your Higher Power, all weaken me and I can't
function in the manner I am accustomed too.

Now I must lie quietly. You don't see me, but I am growing, bigger than
ever. When you only exist, I may live. When you live, I only exist. But I am
here ... until we meet again, if we meet again, I wish you suffering and
death.

Comments:

SO TRUE    
"EVEN IF IT IS SPOKEN BY THE DEVIL.

Girlie,
So glad to hear you are working on your recovery. You have made great strides. You are in my prayers. "
posted at 02:08:41 on November 10, 2012 by hero
Thanks :)    
"Ug. My disciplinary council is tomorrow. Wish me luck :) You are in my prayers, also:)"
posted at 09:30:01 on November 10, 2012 by g1rlie
first step    
"Remember this is the first step to complete healing. The results no matter will be the right thing for you. The Lord will see that you ar blessed and supported through this. *hugs* prayers are with you."
posted at 14:39:54 on November 10, 2012 by rachp
Thanks Rachp    
"I appreciate your prayers. Prayers sent up for you, also.

Ug. My bishop called last night and rescheduled my council for next week. Oh, well."
posted at 09:13:37 on November 11, 2012 by g1rlie


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"Brothers and sisters, stay on the straight and narrow path. No, stay in the middle of the straight and narrow path. Don't drift; don't wander; don't dabble; be careful. Remember, do not flirt with evil. Stay out of the devil's territory. Do not give Satan any home-field advantage. Living the commandments will bring you the happiness that too many look for in other places. "

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General Conference October 2006