By sjanderson1
1/29/2016 3:28:20 PM
okay I just got off the phone with the health insurance company. I am trying to get them to pay off ~500 worth of bills from 6 months ago. I am so upset because they keep saying you filled out the form wrong. I wanted to scream and yell and say I have done everything that I can. I am still upset about it, but I am trying to accept things as they are supposed to be right now. That is really frustrating because my wife is insisting that I go see a counselor, who is one of the bills that I am trying to get paid... I feel like I am stuck between pushing and competing ideas and things. In fact there is the old part of me that is rising up again wanting to scream and yell and hurt people. I will try to breath and accept God's will for me, to be at peace with the World


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"Each one who resolves to climb that steep road to recovery must gird up for the fight of a lifetime. But a lifetime is a prize well worth the price. This challenge uniquely involves the will, and the will can prevail. Healing doesn’t come after the first dose of any medicine. So the prescription must be followed firmly, bearing in mind that it often takes as long to recover as it did to become ill. But if made consistently and persistently, correct choices can cure. "

— Russell M. Nelson

General Conference, October 1988