I was at the library today and came across some one viewing inappropriate material. It was really akward. I knew what he was looking at, I don't know if he noticed or not or even cared. he wasn't looking at it explicitly, he was trying to sneak it.... It was extra awkward because it was a compture I had been using and I had left my material at the desk thinkin I would be able to come back and use the comptur after a phone call. Anyway I don't mean to comment on him, on his life or choices. What i did see was fear, a desire to chase the dragon. Anyway I guess I am sharing this out of gratitude to God for the blessing of some sobriety, a desire to try and get things right and get out of my own way :). anyway it was something I wanted to get off of my chest.
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Fear
"I believe the Father of us all calls to us as this father to his son. Fear most certainly has always been at the root of my sickness.
https://youtu.be/w3H_xsdr-Vs
https://youtu.be/_pVWM2irSJg"
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May 31, 2016 by
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